So.. Pretty much the worst girlfriend ever. The catch 22 is that I can't fucking help it. It's just.. how I am. I'm one way, he's one way, and I can't seem to change it. My past has made me who I am, for better or worse. I was fucked up by one man and, unfortunately, my new boyfriend is paying for it. But I'm picky, and he's picky, and there has to be some reason that we're together. Some fucking reason in this god-forsaken world (what a concept, a world forsaken by a god that doesn't exist) that we're together, the universe has thrust us together, and I'll be damned if I'm leaving now. I just hope I can change and be better for him before he walks out on me.
No, kiddies, suicide is never the answer because it fucks up the people that you leave behind, and we have to deal with all the self esteem lost for the rest of our damned lives.
.. Maybe I should go to bed, huh? Staying up till 1:48 in the morning is not a good idea.
I think I'm making the first Ned/Jojo ship fanvid ever. I only wish I could upload it here and share the glory. I'll post the link when I upload it on youtube.
EDIT: HOLY SHIT PEOPLE ARE WATCHING ME. Am I a BNF now? At least on DA. LAWL